I am lying in bed

convocationred:

Watching Requiem for a Dream, eating potato chips and drinking milk.

The world feels strangely hopeless.

You don’t even understand how lovely that sounds to me.  All in the world I want right now is to staple sheets to the furniture and snuggle up under a cozy black-cotton fort and watch 500 Days of Summer with you, Beauface, and talk into the night about our dreams and fears.  I don’t know if I’ll ever have that kind of happy again.  Maybe I’m not meant for such things.

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